Apr 26, 2013

Worth of an individual.


The angel and devil loved measurements for 'measurements are the blood of Science'.
"How do you measure the worth of an individual?"
"By the work he does. The way he works, his accomplishments."
"Work alone?"
"By the thoughts he disseminates. The way he analyses, his opinions."
"Only work and thought?"
"By the behavior he displays. The way he behaves, his rapport."
"Only work, thought and behavior?"
"By the appearance he carries. The way he looks, his hygiene."
"Only work, thought, behavior and appearance?"
"Ok, by many other factors too. Give me a break. What is your take on it? You don't agree with me?"
"No, I am afraid I asked the wrong question."
"Then what is your right question?"
"Who are we to measure the worth of an individual?"

Apr 23, 2013

An epic verse never completed!

          The breathtakingly conceived mammoth structure, simply left abandoned was like an extraordinary piece of an epic verse composed with soul stirring passion but never neared completion. Incomplete compositions have an aura of their own because whatever is completed is comprehensible but what is incomplete throws up infinite possibilities and it is uncertainty that is characteristic of the universe of creativity. The courage to dream of constructing something that would stretch to the skies and dwarf everything that was built till then is an astounding indication of the confidence and ambition of the man who dared to dream so. Like the raw beauty who does not dazzle with decoration but instead haunts with her intense looks, the "Alai Minar" continues to haunt me.
'Alai Minar': The haunting raw beauty in the sunset
           The incomplete rubble which is 24.5m high is only the core of the first floor, whereas the completed Qutb Minar is five-storied at a height of 72.5m. The diameter of the base is double that of the Qutb Minar and the Alai Minar was planned to be twice as high as the Qutb!! To stand in front of it and to imagine the completed structure in place of what actually exists would be a challenge to the ability of how far we can comprehend gigantic imaginations. What miracle had its creator Ala-ud-din Khilji envisioned! That it is located within the same complex as the Qutb Minar at simply a sneezing distance from it, gives us a relative picture of what an epic it could have been if completed. Very reminiscent of the Ghaliban phrase "yun hota to kya hota?"
         Consolidating the supremacy of the Delhi sultanate over larger parts of North India and extending into the Deccan plateau, Ala-ud-din Khilji left an indelible mark in Indian history. One of the few rulers in the world to have repeatedly defended against the invasions of the Mongol Empire, Khilji is painted in history as brave, ambitious and courageous. Literature has embraced the episode of Chitoor and the legend of Padmavati, where more or less Khilji is a personification of desire and lust. Beyond the descriptions of history and literature, the man has left for posterity his architectural signature, the sheer scale of which is Herculean. An undisputed emperor once, he now lies dead in his tomb, whose roof has fallen long ago. And the tomb is no grandeur but another incomplete structure whose walls are left undecorated, never finished as if left to the mercy of time.
Ala-ud-din Khilji's tomb
          Rabindranath Tagore in his poem on Shah Jahan and the Taj Mahal, says 
"You knew, Emperor of India, Shah-Jahan,
That life, youth, wealth, renown
Float away down the stream of time.
Your only dream
Was to preserve forever your heart's pain."
But what was it that Khilji was working towards preserving? About five hundred years prior to Shah Jahan, did Khilji actually realise 'That life, youth, wealth, renown Float away down the stream of time'? The 'Alai-Minar' was supposedly his symbol of victory over the Deccan. What irony that the symbol which had to stand for the victory of the emperor stands today as a reminder of the changing times, the changing fortunes and the grand refusal of time to freeze at the foot of any mortal however strong.
           Frequently quoted as an example for the failure of over ambition, the Alai Minar incites various emotions. The inner core devoid of ornamental calligraphic work, left uncovered exposing the rough cuts, the unpolished mortar work - is it a reflection of the raw animal spirit that is inherent in each of us? Is it a reflection of how we all are crude in our core and all our appeasing outer appearance is simply a mask of transient beauty? Is it a reminder that behind every polished work of enchanting beauty lies an unpolished rough reality? Is it a time ordained message that beauty, grandeur, greatness, perfection, excellence are all patchworks masking human frailty, failure, raw reality, harshness, imperfection?
          Though the importance of a work of art is measured on the basis of its historical significance, contemporary relevance, cultural contribution among other things, a primordial measure is how many ripples of thought does it give birth to in the thinking mind. Pablo Picasso famously said "Art is a lie that helps us see the truth." Since this colossal structure triggers the thought of many truths, at least to me on a personal level, it is an extraordinary marvelous work of art. It has left me mesmerized. It has left me with a lot of questions. It has left me with a haunting feel of incompletion. It has left me with a yearning for the infinite. It has left me with thoughts of naught, from which all that exists is born.

Apr 18, 2013

The Watchmaker.

     
Picture credit: wikipaintings.org (The watchmaker of Switzerland - Norman Rockwell)
     He looked more like a sadist. I wonder if a smile ever crossed his face. Maybe its true when people around say he is the most unfriendly guy they have ever encountered. His is a characteristic wooden face. Neither spark nor pain in his eyes, Neither smile nor sorrow on his face. But, what do I actually know of him? Not much. All I know is he is the only one who can mend my wrist watch which is about nine years old. In this age of instant likes, a wrist watch of nine years is living past its expiry and it is a mammoth task to get it mended because the model is 'too' old and its accessories obsolete!! If nine years is being too old, then this man almost in his late sixties or early seventies should have lived for ages!! God knows why he still sits in the scorching Sun mending age old obsolete models of watches. Isn't he too old for his work? What sort of businessman is he if he has to work late into this age? Maybe he lacks awareness as to what business is, how to save for the future, how to make profit out of each endeavor. Insufficient economic education, a highly prevalent maladies in our country, I intellectually theorized.
     Today, he was with a young guy. Maybe an apprentice, I thought. As I gave him my watch, he looked at me. Maybe he was mocking at my stubbornness in persisting with the same model. He dived into the antique box of his accessories, his old eyes still had that sharpness to find the perfect accessories, however small they were. The young guy and I were perplexed at the perfect judgment as the old watchmaker picked the perfect fit without even measuring the object. Maybe expertise is the product of experience. And then those fingers were set into an act of elegance as they put together those microscopic spare parts in their perfect positions within the watch and set it in motion. No sign of any emotion on his face. I wondered how he could be so devoid of feelings. He had accomplished something miraculous because every expert on watches in the town had told me that the watch could not be mended and this man, my last resort did it with such simplicity without the aid of any of those sophisticated tools, that I was left mesmerized at the quality of his skill and how he had sustained it till this age!
     Cursing myself for not coming to this disgruntled genius initially, I asked him how much I had to pay. Never a man to speak, as always, he indicated with his hands that I pay him ten rupees. The young guy by his side was shocked. In disbelief, he asked, "You have gone crazy? Only ten rupees? You know what business is? That's why you still rot in the Sun." The first time I heard the old man speak in years - "Relationship. How do you value it? I have seen this fellow come to me as an anxious boy years ago when his first watch needed to be mended. Maybe its almost a decade and it is still his first watch and he still comes to me.  His grandfather was among my first clients. A relationship of over fifty years. To me business is relationship, business is trust, business is the best service offered, business is the effective employment of the best skill. And I don't rot in the Sun, I wait to offer the best of my skills to the service of those in genuine need of it. That satisfies me and that is my business."
     Not a faint sign of an emotion, he looked at me with his typical wooden face, again indicated with his hands that it was ten rupees. 

Apr 2, 2013

ಬಾಳ್ ಬೆರಗೋ!!

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"There are only two ways to live your life. One is as though nothing is a miracle. The other is as if everything is." - Albert Einstein


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